Solo Week Begins

Made good progress on the app today and finally started using Notion again to keep track of stuff, which helps me clear my head a bit 📋. The alone time is much needed — helps me feel more like myself. I do have a lot to accomplish this week. Clearing out my brother's place, my tax situation, the mobile game... yeah, quite a lot.

I used Focusmate to help me focus. Having an accountability buddy really does add stakes to what I'm doing — makes me feel needed, keeps me locked in. It's interesting how without that I might end up not even starting, or drifting into unimportant tasks instead.

A lot of commits today thanks to Claude. A new record, actually 🔥.

Also went to the gym and finally worked out my lower body — put my workout plan to actual use 💪. Got past the Day 1 template for a 7-day plan by moving on to Day 2's. Progress.

Called Jordan briefly. He's as loving as ever, though I felt a bit awkward and weird, and I'm not sure why. Maybe I feel like I'm in performance mode again. And I feel like lately I really haven't been a good boyfriend to him — often lost in work or in my thoughts, in anxiety and stress about finances and the future, when... when I know what the best Tim can be. I just haven't been showing up like that. So yeah. It's quite weird. I don't really know what to do with that feeling yet.

Anywho, that's the day. I wanted to sleep early but ended up not being able to lol. Let's try again tomorrow 😴.