Apr 17, 2026 · 11:00 PM · FridayDay 9,963
Went Back Anyway
Started on a Minecraft server again and played all day. It was fun — but at the same time, I definitely didn't feel like it was a good use of time. It felt like going back to a time that no longer really fit me.
Unfortunately I think I'm going to be stuck playing this thing for the next few days, too. 🎮
I suppose some part of me just wanted some kind of continuation of meaning and socialness, and this game helped with that. Even if the version of me playing it isn't quite the version I want to be anymore.